
Dear Gabriel,
So I am sitting here during your nap time staring at the dishes, the needing-to-be-vacuumed floor, messy high chair, crumbs on the counter and thinking, "I don't want to do any of this today... and I don't have to!". This past 14 days have been one of the busiest weeks for quite a while, seems like everything hit me at once... with the campaign, 5000moms, new 5000moms site, launch parties, Shrink-a-thon, choir camp, home projects, church stuff, family events... just a lot.
Today is the first day when I am sitting here realizing that I don't have anything immediately pressing I HAVE to get done RIGHT NOW. What a glorious feeling! Another blessing throughout the past 2 weeks is the Lord has helped me get it all done the way that was perfect. I made a commitment a couple weeks ago (knowing all of this was coming up) that I would NO MATTER WHAT take prayer time and relationship time for the Lord... knowing that if I did that - He would help me to keep up with everything - especially help me to make sure I was still being a good mom to you through it all...And He did!
It is amazing that even during the most busy times - He will create more time for me. Even during the most stressful times - He will create more peace for me. Even during the most frustrating times - He will create more patience for me... all if I open my heart to Him and allow Him to direct me through all of it. I can honestly say that even though last 2 weeks have been soooooooo busy - I have been able to remain at peace through it all. Mainly because I committed to put my relationship with the Lord first through it.
I learn this lesson in my life over and over and over and over again. It is about CONSISTENCY in maintaining a true relationship with the Lord and with my Savior that gets me through everything - great, big, frustrating, maddening, happy, joyful, sorrowful... doesn't matter the emotion. As long as I am consistent and not sporadic, I always have the energy I need to do what He would have me do.
So as I look at the dishes, crumbs, high chair... my mind goes yet again to... "He will create more energy for me to get up and get it done!"... and a smile comes to my face.
I love that... and I love you.
Your Mom