Urgency

Dear Gabriel,

I have about 10 minutes before I need to bounce to another appointment today and I need to tell you about my feelings today. I have been feeling urgency. The urgency I feel is to be self reliant. I have been feeling this 'rush' feeling in my heart for the last month... we don't have much time to make sure we are self reliant!

We are doing everything we can to be financially stable. I can't ever remember EVER feeling this much pressure. Your dad is working his hind end off trying to save his business as well as moving forward with the greenhouse partnership. I am working my hind end off with my projects... we are just doing everything we can to survive. We can't just survive anymore! We must THRIVE. We can't help people from empty shelves!! We can't... we must fill our shelves up and more in order to help and be in a position to help as many people as possible in the future.

I don't think this urgency is going to go away for a while. The challenge is to take time for peace and prayer, using the urgency feelings to produce powerful prayers. It is more important NOW than ever to pray deeply, feel at peace in my heart so we can get everything done...Even with the urgency feelings I have, how busy we are and how much stress we are under. No matter the kind of urgency, no matter what the stress, there must be time for urgent prayer for the Lords help to get us through this.

I love you,

Your Mom