Dear Natalia,
You have been pretty hard lately. You have been sneaking stuff and lying more than is okay.
It has really concerned me a lot. A LOT.
But after having a break away from my daily interactions with you I can see that one reason for this is because you are afraid of my reactions and so you are doing things in order to get the best reaction from me.
I need to apologize to you for this, and I hope that I can help to change this pattern. You have a very demanding personality. VERY demanding. You want what you want from me RIGHT NOW all the time, every time. I really try hard to make sure I am not putting you off, but I have to set my boundaries often with you that you have to wait. You must learn how to be patient and wait.
The part I have to work on is making sure to separate your worth from your performance while you are doing "actions" that are pretty hard to get a long with. Your worth is perfect, I want to make sure you feel that from me. You can get me more riled up in my heart faster than anyone else right now, and it's because I am wrapping my emotions around you and how you reaction and what you want and getting involved in your arguments.
I am working on it and I love you through it, with patience and the spirit.
I love you fiercely, I hope you know that always. We will get this figured out, then move onto something else that will refine both of us.
I love you,
Your Mom
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