Old Thought Patterns

Dear Kids,

I am being taught. I can't believe how much I'm being taught.

As I'm sitting here I can't even describe how much is going on inside of my head and my heart. The spirit has been exploding with downloading information to my mind and heart, it's hard to even describe the intricacies of it all. I have more and new downloads EVERYDAY. I know it's for a purpose and I know the Lord knows that I will do His will as He gives me platforms to do so.

One of the things I'm learning is how to say goodbye to old thought patterns, rooted stories in my mind's thoughts that I don't even realize are constantly on the screen of my mind, and old beliefs. Many of these beliefs and thoughts I thought I got rid of years ago! But, here they are, making their debut once again. But I am loving it! The spirit is being my guide and I'm loving every moment of it. It's stretching me in a way that is unprecedented up to this point of my life, but I'm welcoming it with everything I have.

I want bigger stewardship for the Lord. I want a bigger stage for the Lord. I want to share the gift of influence He has given me and told me that I must share. He told me in my patriarchal blessing how much I will be speaking to people all over the world. I am stepping into that in the last little while. The seed is planted and it's starting to form and it's starting to germinate. It's been under the layers for quite a few years, but all of this is according to His grand design and I glory in it.

There is such a science of faith. There is so much to faith that most of us have no idea how to work with. He is teaching me. It's exciting!

Going back to old thought patterns, I have been saying "hello" to them as they bubble up from my heart and mind instead of shoving them back down. I was listening to a lecture the other day from John Assaraf and he suggested that when the old thought patterns and beliefs start to make themselves known, to welcome them. Tell them "Hello old thought pattern" and see what they are trying to show you. See where the seed of abundance is inside of the thought pattern itself. Talk to it. See what it has for you to learn.

More on this later.

I love you,

Mom