The Monday before the show ended your dad had an experience with the spirit. It told him, "Hold on and you will see a miracle this weekend." Well, the weekend came, we did the last show on Saturday and then Sunday morning your dad asked, "Well... so what was the miracle?"
"Brent - you got to finish your show. I stayed my hand so you and this community could experience the show to the end." That was God's miracle.
Of course that was very emotional for Brent and then he felt very specifically that we are not going to be seeing or doing anything with the theater for a while.
Kids, the world right now is crazy. I know you are all being shielded from the craziness of it all. You have such good childhoods. You get to sleep, eat, do your chores and school work and just run around and play with your friends. What amazing childhoods you are having. I'm so grateful everyday for the blessings of that.
I don't know how much longer it is going to last.
These last few months with everything that has happened in 2020 has just rocked people's worlds. Ours included. For awhile now your dad and I have known that we want to do a preparedness property.
Eight years ago the spirit told Brent to do a preparedness property. And eight years later we haven't seen a way for it to come to pass. Your dad and I have gone through a lot of worry and regret with questions like, "Did we miss the opportunity? Did we miss something from the spirit? Did we miss the chance to move forward with it? What else could we have done?"
I personally have gone through a lot of regret and worry about those questions. I know there are so many things we could have done better with our finances... But I also know that I feel like we have done the best with what we have and we need an opportunity to increase our financial stewardship. And I don't know how that is going to happen.
I am really trying hard not to have scarcity thoughts about it being "too late". BUT, I must remember that from January-March/April your dad and I were both having quite amazing experiences in our spiritual lives and so many confirmations from the Lord. We both felt like, "It's coming - you will do this." And even though we felt the movement of expansion, the world has started to crumble around us.
But - I also KNOW that abundance is available no matter what is happening in the world. I KNOW that. I know these laws of God. And just because Covid hit and just because things are going nuts, it doesn't mean that our personal confirmations were wrong.
So now that the show is over your dad and I are getting back on track with our spiritual centeredness. There is so much to do. There is so much to learn and grow from. There is so much to do with preparedness and getting ready. There are so many people to help. BUT, none of it can happen if we aren't spiritual centered and where we need to be with the Lord in our hearts.
You know that I have been attacked like crazy in the last couple of months with my spiritual experiences. My faith is coming back. I am building it back up again. I know that Satan doesn't want me to fulfill my mission and I know the Lord has given me power - great power - in persuading the hearts of those around me to believe in HIM. I am an influencer. And it is time to step into those footsteps. I want to influence for the gospel.
Your dad and I need to work on the podcasts. We will get done as many as possible. Especially now when the world is going to be falling apart all around us - people are going to need to know how to be spiritually centered - and the Lord has been clear that our message much be different and more updated. This is the message that the Lord has given us to give. We can step into the stewardship.
I also know that we are still called for the missions the Lord wants us to fulfill. The Lord knows where we are. I know of so many stories of people who's lives changed in an instant with a different job, opportunity, business dealing, someone they knew... and I know the Lord knows where we are. If He needs us to have a bigger stewardship - then HE will make it happen. We must continue to have our spiritual centeredness so we will Hear Him and listen for when the spirit tells us to act.
I love you kids. Your world you're going to grow up in is going to be completely different than mine. I hope you are ready.
Love,
Your Mom
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