Dear Kids,
So Papa has had issues with his heart since he had a heart attack about 15 years ago. He's had to go to a heart doctor for a while to keep everything monitored and okay.
He had a procedure about 5 days ago where they had to go in and check some things out. The night before he went in he asked your dad for a blessing.
I was sitting there and nervous about it all. There were more than one example from people I know that someone went in for something that was "routine" situation to check something out and then something catastrophic would happen.
While your dad was giving Papa a blessing I felt Shayla very specifically and she said, "Don't worry Andrea. I'll be with him tomorrow."
It felt so good to hear it and feel it. I got up with Papa the next morning and drove him to the hospital. They are still following several C-19 regulations so I couldn't go in with him. I just kept saying, "Shay, you know what it's like to be in the hospital all by yourself. Please stay with him." And AGAIN I felt, "Andrea, no worries! I got this."
After I dropped him off I just started crying, thinking about how many times she had to go through so many things in the hospital. How many procedures she was always a part of. How many times she had to sit with doctors and hear so many hard things. I just cried for her, especially that I wasn't there as much as I would have liked to be. But she comforted me. She really did.
Well, last night your dad and I were talking to Papa about his procedure and he told us, "When I was going there, I was so nervous, I just didn't want them to do the procedure like they did last time through my groin area. I just didn't want to experience that again. But Shayla was with me. It was like she was just sitting by me the entire time holding my hand. I haven't felt her that strongly since the last time I was with her and I was sitting by her, holding her hand through those last days of her life. She was there, just like I sat by her."
It felt so good to hear him say that because I didn't want to tell him what I had felt because I didn't want him to be disappointed if he didn't feel anything. But when he told us that I told him the impressions that I had as well. I was so grateful for the second witness, and to know that when I had impressions like that, it is actually correct. I'm not making it up! It's not just in my head! It is REAL. The people on the other side are REAL. These feelings and experiences I have are REAL.
I'm not sure why I have had to have SO MANY moments like this when the spirit witnesses something to me and then I have a second witness afterwards and the spirit reminds me again that IT IS ALL REAL. It is MORE real than anything else in this world.
I have thought a lot about the reason for SO MANY CONFIRMATIONS. Especially when I KNOW in my mind and my heart that everything that I believe is real, but that the confirmations I'm having are specifically about MY experiences and MY feelings and MY impressions, that I can completely TRUST those impressions when they come as FACT. The spirit is guiding me and helping me to have an unshakable faith in MY personal revelation.
I love you kids. I want you to know that when you have impressions, listen to them. Believe them. Heed them. Follow them. Always.
I love you,
Your Mom
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