Power In A Walk

Dear Handsome,

There is a lot of power in just taking a walk. You and I have had some 'testing' days in the last little while. Yesterday was no exception. We got done with our discussion and I had so much energy, negative mainly. I thought maybe cleaning the kitchen would do it, or hanging up my clothes, or something else to move my body.

It was 11:44pm and I knew I could not go to bed with you yet. I could not lay beside you until I had reset myself and could touch and love you. So I decided to go for a walk. How powerful that is! I walked to the park, I walked around the neighborhood, I walked on the golf course and then back to the park again.

I was able to kneel down a few times when I needed to really concentrate on part of my prayer. I was able to walk fast and then slow depending on what was going through my mind. I was able to whisper and I was able to just talk out loud to the stars and heavens. I went through all my emotions that I needed to get out.

My whole goal is that I could not come back to the house angry or negative. I had to have love in my heart and reset my mind, knowing that I could wake up this morning and kiss you, hug you and love you as much as I possibly could.

There is a lot of power inside of going for a walk, having alone time with God and resetting yourself. I think I might make it as much of a nightly routine as possible. I want to start reviewing my day and then creating the next day in advance with God. Going for a walk is the perfect way for me to get that done.

I hope you know I love you and no matter what we can work through this.

I love you,

Your Lover