I Was Born To Testify Of Christ

Dear Kids,

It's amazing the spiritual experiences you can have in your closet while you are enjoying some silent time with kids playing some games.

I knew I needed to kneel down and pray since about 1pm this afternoon. I was listening to a lecture by a favorite teacher of mine, and in my soul was stirred to kneel down and pray. So I tried to get some things finished up with the kids so I could have some time... then I needed to clean my room and closet so my mind could actually be clear to pray. Ha! How many do that? I think many of us.

There were quite a few things I prayed for that have been on both my mind and your dad's mind, with our life, future and stewardship in our life. Then I started going through some affirmations I had written down from my patriarchal blessing the other day. I am an influencer. That is said in my blessing over and over and over again. I told Father, "You put me in front of anyone, and I will influence them and testify of Jesus Christ. I was born to testify of Christ."

As soon as I said that phrase, "I was born to testify of Christ", I had a split second of eternity open to me. Most of these moments for me happen in just a moment. But the experience itself is so expansive and FAMILIAR to my soul. My eternal soul knows the eternity from where I come from and where I will go. So when these moments happen, my heart gathers a lot of information in just a moment.

I was born to testify of Christ. I have also been told that Satan and I had a very unique relationship in the pre-existence, so much so, that I have been given a specific power over him in this life. What I saw in my hearts understanding was myself, testifying of the plan to thousands in the pre-existence. Satan is so angry with me that I chose the other side. I had to choose powerfully to leave him. I had to actively let go of our friendship in order to powerfully move the cause of Christ forward.

That is me. I was born to testify of Christ.

I started immediately crying, seeing myself in that light before coming to this earth. I have been praying for moments and experiences to remind my heart, soul and mind of who I was before. What I did there, because it is vast. This was just a glimpse of that, it was an answer to my prayers!

I don't know what the future holds. But I know I will testify of Christ. In my home first, then to the world.

I love you,

Your Mom