Flash Moment Vision Of Zion

 Dear Kids, 

I am filled to overflowing after this past conference weekend. 

I can't believe what an amazing time we live in. We keep getting told that we live in the very last of the last dispensation on the earth. 

I need to tell you about a flash vision experience I had while listening to Elder Eyering's talk, about how I and Natalia are the women who will usher in Zion and greet the city of Enoch. 

He specifically said those words. I am amazed by it. I was sitting in the chapel next to your Aunt Mesha and he said, "You sisters, your daughters and your granddaughters will be the ones who usher in Zion" and then (I'm paraphrasing here), "You will greet the city of Enoch when they come" and "You will live with the Savior there"...

I had a flash moment in my mind. I get these "flash visions" I call them. I used to discount them and minimize them as nothing super significant, but now I'm beginning to embrace them and understand that it is one of my spiritual gifts in order to testify of the Savior. They happen in a flash, but in those moments I am able to take in so much information as I am "given to understand".

I saw in my mind's eye the angels from the City of Enoch. I saw as I hugged them and was weeping because I had missed them so much. They are/were my associates in heaven! I proved myself in heaven long ago, and I can and will do so again here. The light that was there was just unbelievable. The sisters of the church were all around me, we were looking at each other in amazement and gratitude that we had made it! That we had seen this promise fulfilled and soaking in the grandeur of it all. 

I was zero in focused on what Eyering was saying, it was like tunnel vision. It HIT me with such power and magnitude. It's all that matters! In that moment I experienced a HUGE change of heart. And it's interesting because I didn't think I even needed that change of heart, but especially after this past six months of being attacked so viciously by Satan, I needed that boost. It was a laser like focus. 

Zion is ALL THAT MATTERS. It gave me a LAZER focus that all that matters is preparing my children for Zion. That's it. It gave me a laser like focus that I will testify of it to everyone that I can. I can and will perform my stewardship duties with aspects of my life, I know that I will keep being politically involved by calling my representatives and be involved in peaceful protesting. But getting emotionally involved in what is going on with politics? I don't have time for that. 

Zion is all I have time for. Zion is all I am willing to give my energy for. "Yes Armageddon is coming, but so is Adam-Ondi-Ahman" as Maxwell said. It renewed my passion for it! I didn't realize that I hadn't felt the EXCITEMENT of everything that is happening. I was only feeling the dread of all the awful. I was only feeling the gut understanding of the horrors going on in the world and all the people leaving. I was only feeling the weight of the sins of the world. I was only feeling that deep remorse for not knowing the timing and how I should focus my energy. 

In that flash moment of vision and understanding it took away all of that questioning, all of the fear, all of the doubt, all of the worry, all of the EVERYTHING. The glory I beheld was unlike anything I could imagine. The love I felt was exciting! IT was glorious! I could hardly breathe it all in!

I am a Zion Builder. Period. In everything I am doing, I am a Zion Builder and THAT is all that matters. 

Every question, every moment of doubt about anything I ask myself, "Build Zion. Period." That is what is going to get me through everything that is coming. 

Now, I want to receive revelation about how I need to do that within my family and my home. What that needs to specifically look like for all of YOU. For my children. With the system and rhythms in our home. 

How grateful I am for that moment of experience and moment of understanding. I received a blessing from your dad a couple months ago when he told me, 'You will have the privilege of running from house to house proclaiming "that Savior is coming back!". It is marvelous and beautiful!

I love you kids! I love that the Savior is coming back! I know He is coming back! And yes, it might be another 5-10 years of trials and tribulations, but HE IS COMING. 

I love you, 

Your Mom