Because Of Him

Dear Kids,

I was told once in a blessing to be humble enough to publicly declare my shortcomings, my temptations, my weaknesses. This is the motivation behind various stories (yelling, snapping, comparing... many more).

Tonight I thought again about this particular counsel because I had several comments lately (which I truly do appreciate) saying things like:

"There is no way I could be as balanced as you."
"I can't believe how strong you are."
"Just seems like you have everything under control."
"You are amazing at everything."

Even though the compliments are truly appreciated, I really don't want to put on a 'perfect' appearance... especially while teaching you, my kids, about the realities of life. We are all completely human, we fall, we stumble, we have hard times, we yell, we snap, we are fallen... But luckily there was one who did go through everything for us, so we could even hope to possibly improve, see the light and feel true peace and joy.

Through everything in your lives I want you to remember that your mom LOVED the Savior. I love Him so much. I can't do anything without Him. He has done everything for me. He has given me breath. He has sustained me and carried me. He suffered everything for me, and for you. He will lift you, take care of you and love you through everything.

I realized over the weekend that I need to just simply bear my testimony of Him more, most especially to you. When I am a weak human being, which you of all people will see the most, remember that I am still trying to figure out this thing called 'life'. The Savior and our Lord will point you always in the places and paths that are best for you. My goal is to be the best servant I can be, and pass on a testimony of the Savior to you. It is because of Him that anyone can have true life, eternal life and eternal love.

I love you,

Your Mom