Acting In A Certain Way

Brent and I are in a better space now than I can ever remember being in our marriage.

It is a breath of fresh air! It is a beautiful, wonderful thing. There are no pretenses about anything anymore, we can be pretty blunt with each other, but hopefully kind at the same time. We know each others quirks and things that trigger us about each other, but are capable of loving anyway.

What I have loved the last few months is how much we are working together in order to be better individuals. The 30 day meditation challenge has been a HUGE blessing. I'm so grateful that we followed through on that challenge and fulfilled it. It has changed our lives for the better in ways that I didn't even know it would .

When we first started it, in reality, it was for selfish reasons. It was because we wanted more success in our financial lives and we knew that we had to get to a different space mentally and emotionally because we kept producing more of the same results in our lives. We knew we had to push through to the next level.

But what has resulted has been amazing. We have had more patience with our children. We have had more ability to accomplish during the day. we have been blessed with more spiritual experiences. We have had higher cognitive ability and love for life in general. There are so many things that has been a result of that challenge, I can't believe the peace it has brought to our home.

I can especially see the difference when I have a few days without a good meditation session and I can feel the difference big time. I can feel it and see it.

it has also been fascinating to see how much Satan doesn't want us to succeed. He is attacking me with fears and doubts and anxieties like crazy... but I can see it for what it is. I know I want to continue on this path. I know the Lord wants us to continue on this path. This is right for us. It is beautiful and wonderful.

Next in line is "Acting In A Certain Way". We fasted today about that. We fasted for help as we embark on the next "Leveling Up" in our lives. We are going to review that process this week with a seminar we have been listening to, and then following through on the action for the next 30 days. That action is this: To write down the TOP 1-3 things that need to be accomplished the next day in order to follow on the path. The Top accomplishments for the day and only focus on them. Not get overwhelmed about how we are going "bridge the gap" between where we are now and where we want to be. Because it is a HUGE gap. But to have faith in this process that as we act in a certain way and give top priority to the things the spirit directs that we are bridging the gap and we are on our way there.

It is easy to have a lot of self doubt when we have so many dreams and goals and visions of our life... but we will do it. I know we will and we can. And I know we have to rely on the Lord the whole time. He gives us the breathe to breath in everyday in order to have any energy to do anything - so He's our partner inside of this whole thing.