Heavenly Mother Experiences & Thoughts

 Dear Kids, 

I listened to a podcast today about Heavenly Mother. I realized that I haven't written very many experiences that I have had with Heavenly Mother and I need to remedy that. 

First off... I grew up in a home where I never felt "less than" just because I am a girl. Since becoming an adult I have realized how unique that really was. I always felt like I could do anything I wanted to. And I never felt like I was "less than" just because I didn't hold priesthood offices. I just understood that the stewardships were different from each other. My mom and dad always held us girls in the highest respect. 

Now with adult eyes I understand that there were so many girls growing up in my generation that never really felt that way. It makes me sad... but I also understand where they are coming from in their desire to know more about Heavenly Mother and what that means for us as women to want to become like HER. As a Goddess. My highest potential is not Heavenly Father, it is Heavenly Mother. Understanding the differences there, the divine, unique differences and why they are so important, is really paramount inside of understanding who I am as a woman. 

Anyway, today while I was listening to the podcast I realized how many experiences I have had with Heavenly Mother and that it is pretty unique. There are many people who don't know how to build a relationship with her, for good reason, because there isn't any "formal" way of being taught how to interact with her. But in a way that makes it REALLY special because of how individual it can be. 

Some of my most potent experiences have been in my eye of faith/meditation communion with the heavens. As part of my practice I go into a temple space after getting into the place of communion. As I enter the initiatory area of renewal for my body several times it's been Heavenly Mother who has come to me to administer to me. It's powerful and beautiful. She touches me and bestows light upon me. It sounds more simple than it really feels. Because the feeling is all encompassing and powerful. It is renewing and magnificent. As I go through the body scan that the initiatory teaches us, SHE is the one who is touching me and explaining it to me and helping me communicate with my body, organs and different areas. 

I told a few friends about these experiences and I just started crying because of how sacred they are. I actually haven't had an experience like that for quite a few months with everything that has been going on and while I was talking about it I felt like, "Oh! I want to make time for that again! I need that!".

Going into my eye of faith/meditation communion with God has taught me so much. And it has opened my spiritual eyes in a way that has just floored me in the last few years. There's so much that I can see and understand and feel, and it is because I dedicated myself to build that muscle of the eye of faith and seeing with my spiritual eyes. The stronger my spiritual eyes become, and the more I give credit to God and I recognize and BELIEVE all these experiences, the more experiences I have. 

So kids, my Heavenly Mother loves me. Something else to keep in mind is that I really think there are MANY Heavenly Mothers. I don't know how all of it works, but MY Heavenly Mother loves me. She's nurtured me in a way that is amazing. I wonder if the family lines have a lot to do with Heavenly Mother. I don't know how it all works. but I know she knows me. And I think there's a lot more to discover and understand, especially about my own motherhood and my own mother from HER. 

I love you kids. 

Your Mom